So fucking vain

You amaze me, you really do. You think every thing I write is about you? Wow!

vain /vān/
adjective
  1. 1.
    having or showing an excessively high opinion of one’s appearance, abilities, or worth.
    “their flattery made her vain”

Well guess what, this WILL be about YOU! You want to think that you were that important in my life that I have to write about you, you want to think that I’m always thinking about you, you want to walk around in your bubble and think that my life is nothing without you in it?

I’m not gonna lie, yes, you made an impact on my life, I really enjoyed the late night texts, and talks. The talking to you while you were in school, or when you were working. Walking you out to your car every time you worked. Let’s not forget the 2 nights we were on Face Time ALL NIGHT until 6-7 in the morning, hell, one time we didn’t hang up until after 9:00 am. So ya, I really enjoyed those times.

But, you decided to leave. You delete me, because of reasons beyond me, but that’s ok, I wasn’t sad, or even upset. Then 4 days later you decide to add me back. Cool, whatever. But what reason. hmmm. So after asking you tell me it’s because you’ve read my blogs and know they’re about you. But also tell me because you missed sending me random messages throughout the day about stupid stuff. BUT, you didn’t tell your boyfriend that, you tell him you added me back because of my blogs.

The two of you are perfect for each other. You both have the “Woah is me, feel bad for me” sickness. The two of you are both victims, but neither one of you are the agitator. It’s an endless cycle, week after week, day after day.

So yes, you made an impact, but not that big of an impact that once you decided to leave, that I would be constantly thinking about you. My world is so much larger than your 5 mile bubble radius, with the same people over and over again.

There is SO much more I could write, but, I’m not that kind of person.

NONE of writings are about you, except for this one. Just remember that

Enjoy your fairy tale mindset!

Shortguy Tim

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